And i allowed to be overwhelmed by all sorts of sensations … accepting the effects, but not really understanding what the hell is going on.

Later on … writing … and clearly starting to define all is happening into my life … and especially with the negative side … i’ve realised … the worst of all is to allow this dominance came to my soul.

So … i smiled … and tried to disconnect from all … but on the other hand not succeeding it perfectly … it was so annoying handling all those negative vibes.

And writing … i became aware that this concept of being … lost … meant to me … actually an abstract hided desire … looking like a disguised disability of reconnecting to any of the universes of my past.

I could not re connect to my work.

I could not re connect to my family.

I could not re connect to anything.

But … realising all is happening … i’ve asked myself … trying to really find a solution … what if i should see all as a sign … that it’s actually the perfect time to be totally disconnected from reality …. and simple try to connect to my inner self.

Or maybe i should say … re connect … but i don’t really know if i’ve ever been connected to myself.

And i continued … to meditate.

It was probably for the first time in my life when I’ve accepted negativity as an abstract message sent by the Universe.

So … I surrendered …. and allowed to be guided … so that i ll be again into my inner universe.

… because that was my perfect place to be.

And … damn it … i ignored it … for so, so many years.

I could meditate more … and not be afraid of anything… anymore.

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